Suicide Love
I was ready to take my life... for a guy... I took a sigh
… wanted to take off fast and fly… so I put down the
knife. Cause I saw my child crying …I died a bitter
life... too bad I am slowly dying… for that simple guy…naw I’m not
crazy and don’t ask why… let’s turn da’ tables back…
It was my turn to shine… I met my guy, and he poured
a little wine….. college bound…and my time to flourish and
time passed ..to be.. I loved his ass , we had a plan so he
took me for his wife and I said yes... how should we plan?
…but a test...deception and lies... a child to no avail. I lost
four kids tryin’ and cryin’, because of pleading for a guy
who asked me to be his wife…stressing and miscarriage caused
..ongoing cheating with my life...Regressed… I drove to his job and I find my best
friend already there... a lip lock. I couldn’t even stare... I kept
saying to myself to run far away... but I kept watching in disbelief
... finally I ventured home full of grief and waited for him to show
…he arrived chipper and suddenly scared… why?..He saw my knife.. and
I was his wife but could not believe the same lips he used to kiss her had encouraged my death
A cry and I turned the knife back around to my throat ‘cause I was
ready to take my life for a guy... I took a sigh, put down the knife ‘ cause
I saw my child’s face. I heard her cry, my future baby cried so loud... I
walked away from the sobbing man…so for now I chose life... his and mines…
Bottomless Pit
I am a bottomless pit
of ongoing emotion…Description
of stomach motion. Body chills
honored by nature, homage is
paid to the free flowing butterfly
found in nature, Can we fly free?
Again, description of stomach motion
Too many words yet not enough
words justify our need to testify
gotta’ move slow take it easy but
emotions feelings steady on the go
, maybe we should just let it flow fast
or slow... Babie just let it flow. The tear
in the eye of “we” could renovate the
most passive brain. Is your heart going
insane? I tend to have that affect. An
eye moist and filled with water swells with
indescribable where you are. Water
does not fall. The metamorphic tear or
the real life tear, and fake tear strain.
Mind over meets grey matter tear.
This equates to
fear take
a sigh for the gear to be switched we will
continue to let’s not say goodbye babie. Just
let it flow…but for now I am immersed.