I Wish, Why That I Cannot
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I WISH, WHY THAT I CAN NOT THE AUTHOR HEYWARD C. SANDERS Have previously published his first nonfiction book Equal Rights My Eye, then afterward he published the fiction book Creator, Creation and Betrayal. Copyright © 2010 by Heyward C. Sanders Copy Right, Library of Congress Bar Code No-1-520UM2 I WISH, WHY THAT I CAN NOT Printed in the United States of America ISBN All rights reserved solely by the author, the author guarantees all contents are original and do not infringe upon the legal rights of any other person or work. No part of this book may be reproduced in any form without the permission of the author. The views expressed in this book are not necessarily those of the publisher. PUBLISHED BY iUNIVERSE.COM Table of contents Chapters; A note from the author____________________ vi 1. I wish that I could hang on the corner _______1 2. I wish that I could party all the time _______14 3. I wish that I could drink and drug everyday _23 4. I wish that I could give my responsibilities to somebody else __________________________36 5. I wish that I could be a lover to all the girls’ _43 6. I wish that I could be gay ________________47 7. I wish that I could follow the crowd ________50 8. Why that I can not hang on the corner ______54 9. Why that I can not party anymore _________58 10. Why that I can not drink and drug anymore_66 11. Why that I can not give my responsibilities to someone else ____________________________84 12. Why that I can not be a lover ____________96 13. Why that I can not be gay ______________109 14. Why that I can not follow the crowd _____119 Closing Statement_______________________128 A NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR This is a fictional story is about a person that lives in a society, where he was not happy with the choices that were put in front of him. By being program as a kid from his parents to reject the changes that was happening with the society he live in, he lost a lot of communication with his friends. Life for him became real difficult, for him to function with the people that were always a part of his life that he has been use to being around with. By growing up made their language of talking, and the lifestyles that they liked change to a way that they did not understand each other anymore, which made them dislike each other more and more. Because of all the things that their parents did around them, had made a big effect to their relationship with each other. They had to separate their self from each other before it got to far out of hand. By separating from his friends he realizes through meeting new people, it seems like that everybody he come across, had some ways more like his friends he left behind, easy to be influence to go against what they know is right. Life for him and some of the ones he was raise up with went a different way from the way they was raise up to be, and life start to changing for them in a way that they was not brought up to be, things became more difficult but they found away to deal with the problems they put their selves in. Later on in his life he started drifting further and further into isolation, away from everybody accepts his family. He stopped communicating with a lot of people that he know, and did not want to do anything but find away to make money without being around people that he did not trust anymore. He start enjoying his life with a different crowd of people that he was not use to knowing, by doing just the little things in life with the new crowd he meet, they made him realize that he took life for granted when he was running with the wrong crowd, and the more he got comfortable with his new life, the more he became a threat to the government and others who was a part of the establishment. This story will show you why he took a drastic change in his life, and did not try to adjust to the changes that society was gone through that the government allowed the business world, do to the people in his country, and by he refuse not to play a part of that lifestyles that was be for him, his eyes open up to all the tricks that his government have to influence the people of his country. Problems that he seen around his community’s, forced him to try and find away to take action in bringing the people back into consciousness, so they will be able to restore their neighborhoods back in order, for the future of their children’s and the children’s to come. And what made him isolate his self from everybody, which was a part of his life; he was adjusted to why growing up. Thanks for taken the time out to read this story, and I hope it will be a mind opening for parents that making decisions with their kids life. CHAPTER ONE I WISH THAT I COULD HANG ON THE CORNER ________________________________________________ Once upon a time, there was a kid that had grown up in a community, where he was surrounded with a lot of friends that play together. At seven years old; all he did was hang around with his friends in the neighborhood, and had a lot of fun being with them. They went to school together; play sports, and hanging around the school play ground together, doing everything and anything that they could do just to have fun. They even share their a lot of things like toys, and candy, and money together when they can, some had the benefits of getting allowances from their parents, and the others had to go out in the community, and take orders at the grocery store to be able to have the benefits the other kids have. But how every they receive it they still found away to look out for each other. Their loyalty; for each other was not questioned, they care and worry about what one were doing and who was with them at that time, they acted like siblings more then friends. Their parents gave them a lot of responsibilities, in taking care of the thing that are important to them, and made them follow the rules that they put down for them. But some was not fortunate to have parents that were gone to control their life in everything they were doing. Those were the ones that had to take orders at the grocery store, to get money to stay on the level with their friends. It was hard for their parents to give them and allowance all the time, because their jobs did not afford them to do the things that the other parents could do with their kids. But those kids understood what their parents were going through, and try to do everything in their power not to ask them for much. The ones that did not have much, their parent still spend a lot of time with them, talking and playing together. One of the kids who parents did not have much, always took time out to explain to him the things that life have to offer him, and to appreciate the little things in life, because one day they will be gone. They also reminded their kid that things is not always what it seem to be like, and the things that make you proud can turn on you and make you sad. The father said; to his son what ever you do through life, things going to come in your path that you would not understand, and the only way to beat it is to stay true to yourself, at all time and always try to be the bigger person to walk away from trouble when you can. All the kids had good parental supervision and at the school, parents and teacher meeting, their parents had a chance to meet with each other, and get to know one another, and see what the teachers thought about their kids and the friends that they keep company with while they are in school, see by the parents working all the time they never had a chance to really have a one on one conversation with their neighbors. At the parents and teacher meeting, the parents started separating their selves, doing the times when they meet up at the parents and teachers meeting. The parents that thought they made more money “the white collar,” had more in common with each other they started communicating more, and the parents that wore uniforms, that
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A lot of people lost their job and things went wild everybody was robbing, just to pay a bill and to feed their families, good strong worker that was on their job for years who had principles, they was laid off, because they were not gone to stand for what the new companies was doing to the country.
“It was like an epidemic peoples were getting laid off their jobs because the companies were going out of business, and new companies were coming in with new worker from other countries, that they train to run the weaker worker that was still working with the companies.”
People that worked all their life on one job was so stress out of what just happen to them, and did not know how to deal with it.
“Some went home and kill their whole family.” “Some started shooting anybody.”
“And some just killed their self,” the country went crazy for a while and the government official step in and promise them that the country is getting better, and people started calming down.
The government sold false hope to the peoples and they laid down waiting for something to happen, it was hard for the government to tell the country that they fail them and took their eye off the job that the people elect them to do. The government started playing all sorts of games trying to keep the country calm to they find away to get things back in order, but in reality their government official’s minds knew that nothing good were not gone to happen for his country.
“See the government knew how to play with society every five years, when the kids getting graduate from college, the government put in position the college kids to get good jobs, and get the old worker to take a buy out with a good monthly check.
The college kids did not know anything about a recession because they were in school, and nine out of ten of their parents or the government loans were paying their way through.
Their responsibilities came when they finest school and had to pay that loan back, some did not have a loan because their parents took care of that with trust fun money for hard times. And some got their school loan deferred for two to fi ve years be for they had to start paying on it.”
Then the government; started bailing companies out with other countries money, and they became deeper and deeper depending on other countries to help them.
The country money value went down and the government was making money as fast as they can print it for their country, and they became the number one counterfeiters in the country.
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The Author Heyward C. Sanders a 56 year old male who have been self employed all of his adult life. Never had any college back ground or trade schools, mostly learned all of his trades from being on the job. He had some experience with both life styles, the working world, and the street world. The Author feel in story it will be talking about how the world are changing so fast, and I will be trying to give some kind of understanding of how we can slow the process down. So our children's of tomorrow will have a place for them to be able to live in, with some kind of understanding for the future, so the next generation that are coming behind them will have a place to live end. The Author American born, have been an resident of the Washington D.C. area, and was born there, has been an self-employ person who worked for over twenty-five years for his self, started off in selling cloths on the street, than ended up investing into the cab business, and ended up owning five cabs, by buying use cars and turning them into cabs. Who decide to sell his cloths and cabs business, and enter in a partnership with a group to open up a fast food restaurant, who than sold his half after four years, and decide to go into the real estate business. .