C o n t e n t s
Chapter 1: Arrival
Chapter 2: Soo-Ree
Chapter 3: Georgie
Chapter 4: Grunk
Chapter 5: Voyage
Chapter 6: Descent
Chapter 7: River
Chapter 8: Valley
Chapter 9: Messai
Chapter 10: Tunnai
Chapter 11: Hunt
Chapter 12: Pact
Chapter 13: Skree
Chapter 14: Rescue
Chapter 15: Choices
Chapter 16: Cirus
Chapter 17: Teela
Chapter 18: Regeneration
Chapter 19: Memories
Chapter 20: SD-15
Chapter 21: Subjects
Chapter 22: Soor
Chapter 23: Mementos
Chapter 24: Impresar
Chapter 25: Promises
C H A P T E R 1
Arrival
I was shivering. There was no sound and it was pitch black. I felt a surge of panic,
wondering if I was blind. Slowly, forcing myself to sit up, it made me dizzy. The
pounding in my head was keeping beat with the thumping of my heart. The
silence was deafening.
Feeling around as far as my arms would reach in all directions, I touched emptiness.
The air had no smells and there was no breeze, yet I felt like I was outside. The
ground was smooth and hard, but not rock, dirt or grass. Searching my body for
injuries, I found nothing wrong.
Oh God! I didn’t know my name!
I was unable to remember anything about myself, how I got here, not knowing
where ‘here’ was. My mind was racing, the seeds of fear were growing inside
and the headache persisted. To maintain sanity, I disregarded this situation as a
terrible dream. It must be! Go back to sleep!
Rubbing my arms and legs to take some of the chill off, I finally dozed again
only to wake up in what felt like only a few minutes. I could just make out my
hand through the darkness.
Gradually, the dark subsided. It was a strange glow, not a bright light, but a
soft one that just grew around me with no discernable source.
Standing up, I looked in all directions for some clue to my whereabouts. As far
as I could see, there was a tan colored flat ground that reminded me of plastic. It
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merged on the horizon into the empty light blue tinted sky. Not a single cloud,
tree, bush, hill or even a pebble marred the view.
I was wearing shorts, a belt with no buckle, loafers, short socks and a
short-sleeved polo shirt. The sole contents of my pockets was a leather wallet,
however, it was empty. Why did my belt not have a buckle? It was a woven
leather belt that was too long for my waist, so I tied a knot using the slack.
I tried pinching my arm until it hurt like hell.
I was still there and, apparently, awake.
Hungry and thirsty, I was thankful the chill had left me as the light grew. If
this was not a dream, then I had to find food and water. Solving the mystery
would have to wait. I had to decide which way to go. There was no sun, smells, or
wind to guide my direction. Since all paths looked the same, my approach was
simple. Travel straight ahead.
There was no way of knowing exactly how long I walked. I was totally
exhausted by the time the light started to dim. It was like someone just turned
down the lights gradually as they had come on earlier. The landscape, if you want
to call it that, was the same all day. I felt like this may be the end for me. I knew I
couldn’t live without water for very long, but I was too tired to keep going and
moving in the darkness would have been foolish. So I willed myself to sleep.
It was already light when I awoke and there was a faint undistinguishable
odor. Not knowing if I was traveling in a circle or going anywhere at all, I kept
walking.
After what seemed like an hour, I thought I saw a dot ahead on the horizon, a
little off to my left. I fixed my attention on that point and kept walking until I
was sure the object was getting bigger. There had to be food and water there, otherwise
I was going to die. I remembered stories of people lost in the desert. They
would see mirages and end up drinking sand, but there was no sand here.
I certainly did not intend to die.
Moving at as fast a pace as I could muster, the object on the horizon continued
to grow until it got too dark to see. I was afraid to continue without light
because I might stray off course and end up further away from my goal. Each
night was not as cold as the previous one.
Awaking to the call of nature, it was still dark and I couldn’t go back to sleep.
As I sat there awaiting the light, my thoughts were wandering. How could this be
real? I can remember things like driving a car, playing golf, typing on a computer,
camping, fishing, watching TV, using a cell phone and all the daily occurrences
in a modern society as being a part of my life. What could have happened to
transport me to a place like this with no memory of my identity? Only the superArrival
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ficial knowledge of how to do things, and what ‘things’ are, was separating me
from madness. The need for nourishment was top priority and ‘who I am’ had to
wait until I could find help.
The smell that I had noticed yesterday at first light had returned. It was a salty
odor that was like being close to an ocean without the sand, seaweed, fish, birds,
wind or waves. I was sore all over, my tongue felt swollen, my stomach growled
constantly and my eyes were burning with the strain of trying to see through the
dark. Closing my eyes and lying down, I prayed to wake up.
Jolted awake, I swore I had heard something!
There would be no more sleeping. I waited about an hour before the lights
came on. Feeling light-headed, I started jogging towards the object in the distance.
It was steadily growing at a rapid rate until I could see what appeared to be
an island in the middle of this hard plastic stuff. I didn’t think I could go another
step, then suddenly, I sprawled face first into soft sand.
Willing myself to get up, I looked in both directions. The sand was the same
color as the plastic ground and I couldn’t tell where they met. There was not one
thing to indicate anyone had ever been there. The sand was as smooth as the plastic
ground but I sank into it a few inches, so the walking was going to be a little
slower.
By the time I reached the trees I was crawling on hands and knees.
Please let there be water in this place! The sand became more firm as I entered
the cover of palm trees and collapsed. Lying there, I realized that I could not rest
until I found water. If the dark came first, I don’t think I could survive. So I continued
into the trees. There was not a lot of undergrowth, mostly palm trees and
some ferns. I didn’t notice any coconuts in the trees and the ground was uniformly
packed sand with no evidence to indicate any animals or insects lived
there.
Cresting a tiny sand dune, I saw a small body of water. The surface was as
smooth as glass and surrounded by palm trees. It looked like a scene in a painting.
I didn’t know if it was drinkable, but I couldn’t afford to be choosy. Stumbling
down the dune to the edge of the water, I took a few sips and decided it was the
best water I had ever tasted! After drinking my fill, I slept at the water’s edge.
I woke up with more hunger than I ever thought possible. It was still light, so
I must not have slept very long. Looking in the pool, I could see that my three
days growth made me look pretty ragged. Based on the reflection, I estimated my
age to be in the thirties. I saw a fairly handsome man with maybe twenty pounds
of extra around the middle, brown hair, brown eyes and no major scars.