XSIST

About the Book

Introduction We all will have a moment in life in which we are wondering why we are wandering. We will look for answers; we will seek fulfillment and completeness. My spiritual search started after the loss of my life partner in 1998. His life ended abruptly in a car crash, which I miraculously survived. My life that I had built around him for the past 11 years was no longer there. I was no longer there and yet I was. Questions, doubt, and pain but also answers and insights came to me stronger then ever before. Deeper knowing had always been a part of my life, a more ignored part of my life to tell you the truth. His death came to me in dreams and inner knowing but was pushed away out of fear and distrust. The ignorance I had held onto so tightly I now could easily let go. No more fears for the future as in my mind there was nothing more that I could lose or that could harm me in a more painful way than the loss of my love. My conscious spiritual journey started. I had many encounters, insights, and growth and was guided by spirit in a graceful and powerful way. I am very grateful for the life that I have led so far. I believe I have found one of my main missions: sharing the knowledge, guiding like-minded souls to find their truth through their truth, and to help them find their answers by helping them reconnect with their inner Selves. The lessons are all built around how to heal the Self from the conditioning we have allowed ourselves to live in. I have come to believe that understanding who we truly are and accepting and loving ourselves is primary healing we all need to achieve in order to become true to ourselves and each other so we can start creating better days and lives on this planet Earth and beyond. Guided by the Light and its helpers, I tune into the knowledge of the universe via my higher self and through clairaudience. I receive visions and insights in many different forms and ways when needed. This book is written to share the knowledge I have received. It is to inspire others and for others to reflect upon and to contemplate so they can guide themselves to their own truth and beliefs within in their own time and pace. I wish you good luck on your journey! Within Love, Wilhelmina

About the Author

Have you made the choice to learn more about the real you? Xsist will help guide you through the depth of your inner self towards enlightenment of your soul. We all will have a moment in life in which we are wondering why we are wandering. We will look for answers; we will seek fulfillment and completeness. I was born in Amsterdam, Holland in 1969. Always sensed (Clairsentient) spirits and had a deeper knowledge of things that were important to me or my family, but never gave it any further thought or time as it was not a focus point in our upbringing. My spiritual search started after the loss of my life partner in 1998. Abruptly his life ended in a car crash. My life that I had built around him for the past 11 years was no longer there. I was no longer there and yet I was. Questions, doubt, pain but also answers and insights came to me stronger then ever before. Deeper knowing had always been a part of my life, a more ignored part of my life to tell you the truth. His death came to me in dreams and inner knowing but was pushed away out of fear and distrust. The ignorance I had hold on so tightly I now easily could let go. No more fears for the future as in my mind there was nothing more that I could lose or that could harm me in a more painful way then the lost of my love. My conscious spiritual journey started. I had many encounters, insights and growth and was guided by spirit in such a graceful and powerful way. I am very grateful for the life that I have let so far and belief to have found one of my main missions: sharing the knowledge, guiding likeminded souls to find their truth through their truth, to help them find their answers by helping them reconnect with their inner Self. The lessons are all build around how to heal the Self from the conditioning we have allowed ourselves to live in. Understanding who we truly are and accepting and loving ourselves I have found to believe the primary healing we all need to receive in order to become true to ourselves and each other so we can start creating better days and life’s on this planet Earth and beyond Guided by the Light and its helpers I tune into the knowledge of the universe via my higher self (intuition and empathy: clairsentient, clairvoyance, through clairaudience). I receive visions and insights in many different forms and ways when needed. The greatest fear of human beings is accepting their own abilities, their own strength and powers. Embracing who you are in every aspect of your essence is a hard thing to do. Doubt derived from fear keeps us away from understanding the true meaning of freeing your spirit. Allowing yourself to be heard by yourself without allowing your mind to dismiss it with thoughts of incapability's, egocentrism, arrogance or anger requires a brave and trusting spirit. Trusting the bigger picture that lays ahead, trusting the inner self to be honest and sincere enough to lead the way. People that have come my way and asked for help most had inner conflicts. The ones that have been led to me have had the trust and the openness needed to work with. When it’s time for me to assist others on their quest, spirit joins me and tells me what to ask and gives me the answers to the questions as well. As I tune into their energy field, I feel/sense what the right way to approach is and try to lead them into their own direction that has been made available to me. By letting them find their own answers on their own questions, the understanding is much stronger then if I would have told them the answer myself. This time around I am a star seed, had many adventures many life's on this planet and beyond, but came back with one mission...one song..: Uniting all into oneness In 2001 I moved to the USA. I am a Transformation Mentor that helps people transform themselves into their true selves, I am an artist and author that shares and re-direct energies needed to survive in the energies of the New World. As I receive from spirit to give unconditionally, I have found to receive back teachings, love and growth all for which I am very grateful. I AM Wilhelmina and wish you a joyful and fruitful life!