A One-sided Always and Forever Love
(How I Over Came It)
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I needed to get this person out of my life even though he was not in it. He’s truly gone on with his life. I felt his presence and he was not there. He was probably not thinking about me at all. I could feel it when something was going on with him, good or bad, happy or sad. Somehow I knew he had an issue. I would be commissioned to pray for him. It seem like I was always praying for him. I told my pastor that I was tired of praying for him. I could not stop thinking about him. He was always on my mind. It has been about 30 years now. When I hear his voice my world still stops. When I see a picture my heart still beats harder. When I look into his face or think about him I still glow like I’m fifteen years old. People would tell me, that I was literally glowing when I would think about him. This doesn’t make any sense. I still think of moments that we had together. Memories are as fresh as if it happened yesterday. Even bad memories still haunt me. Every mistake I made I still cry about them. Every argument still hurts. It has been over 20 years sense we were a couple. I can’t stop this. I need help. So I decided to emerge myself in the Lord. People would tell me that I had to break soul ties. (Jehovah Nakah, Isaiah 58:11. And the Lord shall guide you continually, and satisfy thy soul in drought, and make fat thy bones: and thou shall be like a watered garden, and like a spring of water, whose waters fail not).
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About the Book
This is a story about a young girl who thought she had met her soul mate and fell deeply in love. She carried this torch for over 30 years. Her sensible mind wanted to let go, but she didn’t know how. She tried everything she could to move him out of her heart and mind. Prayers after prayers to no prevail not knowing what was going wrong, she wanted to be free. Truly this person had gone with his life and was not interested in her. She was stuck, but KING Jesus had a different plan. His planning and timing is so different than ours. In this book, God used her situation to help or guide His people to wholeness. Simply saying give back!
About the Author
Kimberly Lewis, First, a great lover of the Lord who has brought me through many challenges, even before I knew Him. While taking spiritual classes and living in God’s will, I determined that I was most interested in healing and deliverance. In addition, I am naturally romantic and I have always taken an interest in relationships and how they evolve. Desperately desiring to help myself out of a complicated relationship, I began to carefully listen to the Lord for guidance. By listening to him and putting real life situations to biblical principles, the Lord delivered me from my situation. I am praying that you can use these principles to heal and deliver you from negative relationship binds that may be holding you back from living your spiritual life in the Lord to its fullest.